I'm so angry at this point. I'm still really sad that our relationship is over, and I feel really dumb that I was so blindsided by the end, but I'm angry because I feel like I had no say. It was just over. There was no talking about it {because it was via text, which is just a really shitty way to have any serious conversation.}
I'm trying to see all the positives in my life, and I know they are plenty.
- My friends who immediately offered to come to my house at midnight to cheer me up last night.
- My dog who snored by my side all night long.
- The Dallas Running Club that I just joined. Endorphins!
- The weight I'm going to lose because I have absolutely no appetite. Although I will need to force feed myself if I'm runnning...
- The money I'm going to get back from returning his Valentine's Day present.
- The extra time I will have to focus on studying for and taking the GMAT. Finally.
- The cute guys I can flirt with when I go out.
- My awesome coworkers who comfort me at work when I'm a crying mess. I really do wish I weren't so emotional.
- My friends' husbands/boyfriends that send me nice messages to cheer me up. I'm so thankful to know that there are mature, stand-up guys out there.
- Can I say my dog again? I just really love my boy.
- My mom and stepdad who are so supportive of everything I do, even when I fail miserably. {cough:: half-marathon:: cough}
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